I’m a fuck up. An inconvenience to the world. I don’t mean a thing to anyone. I’m not the first choice in anyone’s life. Nor a second. Everything good in my life is ruined by no one other than myself. I give away everything I’ve got to the very people who don’t deserve it. I think I want something, then change my mind. And change my mind again. I have no worth. I’m not needed here.